Showing posts with label Messed-Up. Show all posts
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Wednesday, 7 August 2013

Killing Sarai (In the Company of Killers #1) by J.A. Redmerski

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I need Reviving Izabel so badly..... Way too much of questions running in my head!!! This book was four star nail-biting, breath-taking, heart-stopping, tear-jerking stars.

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Meet Sarai

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Sarai was 14 years old when her mother gave her freely to the Javier, Mexican drug lord. Now 23 she has spent the last 9 years living as his personal favourite slave. Sarai has been dreaming running away from Javier and then her escape comes in the form of an American hit man who has come to visit Javier. But little does Sarai know that this man is a handsome assassin who couldn't care less about playing the hero and taking her to the US border or even is she lives.

And that American is our gorgeous Victor, top-class assassin!

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A starting makes you go whoa. This story punches you in the face with the horrors of kidnapping, abuse, torture and murder. So that definitely gets the attention.

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When Sarai escapes with Victor, their relationship develops very slow... it was killing me. There were so many twists and turns in the plot and in their story with action-packed and fast moving plots! Towards the end, their UST was already gripping me!

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Steam is still there *winks*

"Will you two be sharing a bed?" I don't know why, but my heart leaps inside my chest.
I am attracted to him. I do gave strange, unfamiliar feeling for him.
"I want to stay with you"
"I've never been with a man that I wanted to be with. I want to be with be you. Just once. I want to know what it feels like to be one in control"
"Only under one condition..... That I'm the one in control this time"


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The story is so suspenseful, intense, gripping and thrilling that there were multiple times where I was holding my breath or biting my nails. And towards the end it was so heart-stopping that I ended up sliding of the sofa inch by inch until I was huddled into a ball on the floor.

BADLY NEED NEXT BOOK!!!!! Victor and Sarai.........

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Sometimes Never (Sometimes Never #1) by Cheryl McIntyre

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I am seriously messed up
That's Hope! She is broken from child, and her childhood memories affects her until today. They ain't very pretty ones. She finds herself cutting from the release.

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Enters, Mason, our hero. He is just so adorable. Their journey is beautiful. It started slow, picked up to intense, then it was BAM!!! I really enjoyed this story.

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Do you still want to kiss me?
More than ever.
Kiss me.

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I don't know why I want him. Need him.
I want you to be with me. Just me. Like your boyfriend.
We're official.
You can sink your teeth into me anytime you want. I'm all yours.
I was promised shamrock boxers. Are you going to deliver?
You're fucking awesome, Mason Patel and I'm grateful you're mine.


There so many sweet moments between *swoons* Mason is one hot, adorable, caring, romantic boy!!

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I can't wait for Parker's story, I do feel sorry for him when Hope breaks up with him... The connection happened with Mason, Hope felt alive!

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My Mason
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My Hope
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Breach (Breach #1) by K.I. Lynn


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This is me now!!

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5 EARTH-SHATTERING, SOUL-FUSING PERFECT STARS

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"The day was the same as the one before as he took from my body, my heart, my soul. In return he gave himself to me the only way he knew how: with bruising hands, passionate kisses and hard thrusts"

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Nathan and Delilah are two damaged souls. They work together at a law firm. They clash at first but the frustration turns into sexual tension and they embark on an relationship.

"You should stay away from me, Lila. I'm no good for you. Run while you can. Run away from me and don't look back. I'm not worth your life."

Nathan Thorne is not only hot and sexy... gosh, I love his dirty mouth!!!!!!
My Nathan

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N My Lila

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The steam factor was 100 and was well written. REALLY HOT!!! I need ice cream, shower and booze LOL

I want Ice Cream!
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I enjoyed this story... it brought tons of emotions out of me! N I was partially screaming when this book ended!!! OMG!!!!! SUCH A CLIFFHANGER!!
Am trying to deal with it.... waiting and waiting.....

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I want your hands and lips on me. You'v ekept me waiting too long, Mr. Thorne
*huffs and puffs* This man is magical *fans*

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As for me it was love relationship.... hope you will this book like I did!

In This Stillness by Andrea Randall

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Right now, this book was a big dipper for me! BLIMEY!!!!

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This is heart-breaking, messed-up, broken, dark, captivating, disturbing love story!!! I so wanna jump into the book and hug Ryker. Natalie, there were times so wanna give her a big slap! Gosh, I really did want her to stop messing other people's lives if she was unsure of hers! Natalie, our woman, is broken herself and her mind is never strong, so in the beginning she runs away from problems when she finds an opportunity. N she finds comfort in cutting!

Natalie meet Ryker, who is in National Guard and they fall in love. I love their first meeting!

"I'm Natalie, you're cute"
"Thanks, I'm Ryker Manning. You're hot"
"National Guard, huh?"
"National Guard."


And he kissed her *swoons*

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Ryker was sent to Afghanistan and when he returns, our boy is messed-up with nightmares as he lost his best friend, Lucas right in front of his eyes in the battlefield. Life is so nasty and horrible. Re-experiencing isn’t just remembering. In PTSD, remembering is an emotional, intrusive, unwanted and vivid re-experiencing of events (thoughts, sights, sounds and smells), which is very distressing.

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Ryker was going a hell and Nat made him feel better but things weren't going on smooth, Nat left him. N Ryker so lost in.

Am I damaged to you? I broke my heart!

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Now, she finds herself married with Eric and she has twins. Something she never wanted. I feel sorry for Eric as he was trying the best but Nat seems not to bother him, the way she treats him, I would blame him for anything. But towards the middle of the book, I kinda feel sorry for her as she was tough enough to wake up and fix all those issues. I was so chuffed that she made it. Meeting Ryker again was so so emotional!!!!!
AM I SO HAPPY THAT THEY TWO MADE IT FINALLY!!!

"I guess, since it's ends with us sitting on my porch swing like a couple of old people" OMG Ryker!!! I am lost for words!

My Ryker
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My Nat
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It is a beautiful love story with second chance, lotsa pain, challenges and hurt! So worth the read!!!

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Find You in the Dark (Find You in the Dark #1) by A. Meredith Walters


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N I broke my heart!!!! I am just lost of words and just can't stop weeping!
Just too deep for me.

Clay and Mags are so perfect together. He found her as his light and she was addicted to him. Oh boy! Life definitely brings all these turn tat we would not expect!

Clay cutting himself was pain for me. Poor boy, he seeking comfort and peace by cutting himself!!! Lucky he found Mags.

"He was a drug and I was hopelessly addicted" N I was goner.

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I am still broken after reading this. Can't wait to read Clay POV next! So hoping they will be able to find each other again :(

My image of Clay and Mags:

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The Sea of Tranquility by Katja Milla


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What did I think......
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This book blew me away! It was captivating, heartbreaking, enchanting, ballsy, antsy and broken!!

It is between love story between Natsya and Josh and her friendship with Drew.

"I hate my left hand. I hate to look at it. I hate it when it stutters and trembles and reminds me that my identity us gone" That's our lady, Natsya!
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"When my mom died, I went through the angry phase" He is broken, surviving a tragedy alone and loves to woodworking, our hero, Josh!

The story picks up slowly.... Natsya and Josh are in the world of hiding and they stare each other and there's a pull between them. I was screaming or wanting her to talk... bummer, tat was a torture for me. Patience surely is needed!! *giggles* N ooo Josh was my sweet adorable boy! I so adore him.

Fate brings them together and they start to spend time, n she speaks, finally! THe journey is so sweet! There is pain, struggle, love, love and surviving!!!

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"Good morning sunshine"
"Not my fault that you're distractingly pretty"
"So sleep with me"
"I lied....I told him you were mine"
"Just so you know.....you didn't lie"
OMG!!!!!!!!! These two are sweetest!

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A book that you have to read if you ready for a roller coaster love!

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My Josh

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My Natsya

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N Drew
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